As ever it seems that my vision is exceeded by my real life. I've lately found myself jobless yet again and with no outlet for my frustration. I've gotten to do a few really decent shoots since getting my new camera, but have not been able to get anything going for the last month or so. Sometimes I think it's time to just forget everything creative and turn myself over to the humdrum life that everyone else leads. Unfortunately it seems that even this won't be able to help as the job market here sucks. I've come to the crossroads and have found myself without a map or even a compass. Hopefully something will show itself to be where I should go, but fear it will not. Until such time though I will have to find a way to deal with the enormous amount of stress I've had to contend with.